Through my slow slumber and mucus cough, I wake my lazy butt up at 1 in the afternoon today and turn my laptop on. Immediately, I see updates about the Tsunamis and earthquakes around the world on my fb newsfeed and twitter timeline. It takes a moment or two for it to sink in. It is so devastating. I don't know why I'm doing this to myself but I am continually looking up pictures and videos and articles over the disasters. The world can't catch a break. An update just popped up and said 200-300 bodies found in Japan. My heart breaks each time a new update pops up on my timeline. I can't help but question WHY??? It is so frustrating to be sitting my ass on my bed and feel helpless and see the horrific updates every few seconds. I am not asking for answers because I know these things are beyond anyone's ability to explain. I am just venting my frustrations. I am praying that everyone stays safe, but what good does that do? I don't want to go on with my day as usual but what can I do? All I can hope for is the least amount of damages and devastation. I just want to go back to sleep and wake up to much more pleasant news. My thoughts are with the people around the world. Please keep them safe.